At 45 I Got Pregnant for the First Time but My Doctor Told Me I Needed to Question My Marriage

of me with a bumper sticker that said BLESSED. I did not feel blessed. I could not have told you what I felt. I drove home without fully registering the drive, which is a frightening sentence to write, and pulled into the driveway and sat while the engine cooled and the neighbor’s sprinkler clicked back and forth across someone else’s lawn.

I went inside continue reading …