At family dinner, i said: “i’m about to give birth…

That night after we got home, I put Miles to bed. Caleb and I sat in the living room. Mabel’s urn on the mantle. Butterfly ornaments on the tree. My small way of including her. Do you ever regret cutting them off? Caleb asked. I thought about it. Really thought. No, I said. I regret that I had to, but I don’t regret doing it. That makes sense. Does continue reading …