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The boxes I’d stored in the attic years earlier. Inside were postcards from every vacation — not postcards they’d mailed to me, but postcards I’d quietly made myself, printing photos off their social media. Each one had the date written on the back.
Nine summers. Nine destinations. Nine memories without me.
At the bottom of the last box was a notebook. I’d filled it with entries, one every single year. The first pages begged them to love me. The final pages didn’t ask anymore.
My parents read every line.
That evening, Dad called from a number I didn’t recognize. I answered without saying a word.
His voice trembled. “I… I never knew.”
Before I could respond, he added something that shocked me completely. “Your brother finally told us the truth about those vacations.”
I frowned. “What truth?”
“He said… excluding you was never his idea.”
Everything in me went still. If my brother had never wanted me left behind — then whose decision had it actually been?
I sat in silence long after the call ended. For years I’d believed my younger brother had gladly taken my place every summer. I’d blamed him without ever saying it out loud. Now my father was telling me those vacations had never been his choice either.
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