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I almost laughed, but there was no humor left in me. “You chose not to know.”
“That’s not fair.”
“No,” I said, my voice steady. “What wasn’t fair was changing your number after I sent you the first ultrasound. What wasn’t fair was having your lawyer tell mine you wanted no further contact. What wasn’t fair was calling me a liar before a doctor ever said a word.”
Patricia covered her mouth.
Marcus looked at his mother, then back at me. “I never got an ultrasound.”
The room went still again.
I stared at him. “What?”
“I never got one,” he said. “I got your voicemail. I got the message saying you were pregnant. I thought—”
“You thought I invented four children?” I asked.
“No. Back then I thought you invented one.”
Celeste’s eyes closed briefly.
Harold stepped forward. “Marcus.”
His tone held a warning.
I turned toward Harold. Something in his face made a cold thread pull through me. “What do you know?”
He looked at Patricia.
Patricia wouldn’t meet my eyes.
My heartbeat changed.
Eight years of carefully sealed pain shifted beneath my ribs. I had come prepared for Marcus’s shock, for embarrassment, for apologies that came too late, for questions my children deserved answers to. I had not come prepared for the feeling that the story I knew might not be complete.
“Patricia,” I said.
She looked older now. Not because of wrinkles or gray hair, but because guilt has a way of aging the eyes before the face.
“I thought I was protecting him,” she whispered.
Celeste stepped back as if she needed distance from all of us.
Marcus stared at his mother. “Protecting me from what?”
Patricia’s hands shook. “From making the same mistake twice.”
“Twice?” I asked.
Harold said her name again, softer this time, but she lifted a hand to stop him.
“No. It’s Christmas. And those children are in my house, and they should have been in my life. No more pretending.”
The fire snapped in the hearth.
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