first time doing this

The story now was told me later by Joan after I discovered what she was doing. I had no strong suspicions but one day did find out what she was doing regularly. This is what she told me. She told me how very turned on she had been that day when she met John. She said she went home and fingered herself to a very quick orgasm. That was very unusual since we fucked so much she didn’t have time for that. I asked her why she was so turned on and she filled me in on some events that had happened when she was much younger. Remember that I told you how she was already fucking some of the guys when she was 12. Well, she told me about one day when she went to play football but there weren’t enough to play. So she went over to another nearby park where there were some black guys playing. She asked them if she could play there and they very quickly said yes. She had a great time playing there, and afterwards one of the older black guys took her into a wooded area and showed him her dick. She fell in love with that big black dick and he fucked her right then. She said that she fucked those black guys all that summer until school started. Then she didn’t see them much until the next summer, when she started it all over again. She told me that those guys taught her how to really enjoy fucking and they were so good. After that second summer, she moved and didn’t see them anymore but she never forgot how great those dicks felt. She was total putty when a black guy would start to touch her and try to get her to fuck. She would fuck them every time. I did not know any of this when I married her and I guess none of my buddies knew either.